Hurts too good

I'm not losing it
I'm not losing it

But let me just tell you
this is the deepest I've ever been
This is the closest I've ever been

to losing it
I'm almost losing it
And I don't want to do anything about it

I just want to be alone, die alone
Suffocate in this hate I'm feeling
(When I know you're just fine)

It hurts too much,
and yet it feels so good
Try to kill me
till you realize I've been dead all along

Please, darling
don't say you care
when I know it's just a lie...
Go fu*ck yourself
.
.
.
and let me die!