Tangled, confused

I got things wrong
I started looking for words
Meanings of songs
and they got me wrong

I try to swing away from your way
But I find myself hanging in my own web
Tragic nonsense
You fill my head

You fill my head, darling,
with your little words
I try not to touch but then it hurts

You have filled my head,
making me ill
I try not to look, but you
got me in your hook
and it still hurts

I have gone wrong
with the songs
Wrong way, baby,
and some wrong songs

I lost my way and
I know it´s not right
I want to lose you, honey, but
I hold on too tight

You are the second,
I always come first
You were meant to kill the flame
But you left me the thirst
Darling

Shut up
I need to shut my mouth
But then there are the dreams
and songs
That I got all wrong

Swirl in my garbage,
kisses and nonsense
Swirl in my way
Let loose
Quit me

I won´t grow and it´s clear
to me by now
You show me how
You show me how
I won´t grow in you

I have gone wrong
with the songs
Wrong way, baby,
and some wrong songs

I lost my way and
I know it´s not right
I want to lose you, honey, but
I hold on too tight