dreamer.

i'm alone looking from the outside
i'd like to be there
smiling, talking, laughing
with you
it's all what i want, at the moment
it's only bloody never-coming true dream
it's invain
when i'm here
i'm nobody for everybody
nobody sees how i'm crying
nobody cares if i'm dying
nobody hears what i'm saying
on the other hand
i don't even care
i'm okay with this loneliness
and dreaming and writing poems
and making castles in the air
maybe you guys don't even noticed
but infact, i'm alone
even it looks like i'm with my so-called friends
i'm not there
i'm flying with you
walking in the air
smiling, talking
laughing,kissing,touching
i know, i'm dreamer,this is my dream
and all this invain,
'cause i have one bloody,stupid crush
i'm sorry, that's all i can whisper for you,
from the outside into your heart.