Nimetön

I wish he would be here,
the most valuable man in my life.
The support everyone should have,
but yet so many lack.

He raised me to be tough
-by not being there.
He made me cry
-by saying things you shouldn't
for a such a insecure child.
He built so much hate inside me
-just by expecting money fixes everything.

I wanted him to be there
when I needed something uplfting.

I never got it.

You were supposed to be my dad,
the rolemodel, the solid rock.

Instead
you were just a melting iceberg in the ocean of my life.

Please show me that your icecold cover reveals some warm heart so I might still take you along the cruise..