Still calm

If this silence is where i should stay
alone between these walls, no other way
Dear God, please, hear my prayer
can't you just take me away

Painful silence inside my mind
holding thoughts of my whole lifetime
was it I who shut the light
when was the right time trying to fight

Something dear so I could breath
so I could keep him next to me
was it I who broke the spell
in my own loneliness I can't tell

If there is no other way to me
than this cruel pain in flee
Dear God, please, hear my prayer
can't you just take me away