Change

I´ve changed.
I do not what to follow.
Who to trust,
where to go,
and why to do things I do.

I never wanted the easy life.
I wanted adventure.
I am not that person who is conventional and follows always what others do.

But where am I now.
Do I know who I am?
What do I want?
What do I need?

I wonder around trying to do my thing and be myself.,
but in the end I have started to act differently.
I have given a wrong impression to people about myself.
I do not trust myself anymore.
And that is something to think about.

Was I happied then when I was free?
Then when I met a lot of interesting peiple all the time
and was happy to be myself?
Back then I was brave, excited and full of ideas.
But what am I now?

I am the person who isn´t dreaming, hoping and living her life like used to be.