rumaankanpoikanen

Today I did something new.
It wasn't very exciting or spectacular.
But for me,
it was new.

I said enough.

I said it to you.
(out loud)
I ended it.

I gave you the best ending I could offer.
(although you wanted more)

You were falling for me
(hard)
You wanted a life
(one I knew I didn't want)
A house, kids, stability and a wife to share it with.
(I'm just not ready)

All in all, we were just too different.
How can I make you understand,
that I was more excited about the possibility
of a relationship
than about you?
(so I'll just say goodbye)

And leave.