Sorry

Do you know what i’ve been through?
It all still affects me
Though I don’t want it to, it is the truth
I'll always have scars in my skin
I’ll always be second guessing

Do they really care
At all at the end of the day?
I’m sorry I can’t be you. I’m sorry I’m just me.
I’m sorry that i can’t be what you want me to be.

I thought i was strong but I'm weak
and I’ve been broken and I’ve been healed
but the real me is gone for good
even if you wanted to there’s nothing you can do

Do they really care
at all at the end of the day?
I’m sorry that I trusted you. I’m sorry that I was there
but most of all I’m sorry that I cared

Some people just don’t understand
how badly you can destroy a hart
I’ve been crashed down too many times
I won’t let you do it this time

Do you know what I’ve been through?
Well not entirely
I’ve told you things but not the whole truth
I’ve always been left alone
I’ve always lost the ones I’ve loved

Do they really care
at all at the end of the day?
I'm sorry I’m so afraid but no one’s ever stayed
but most of all I'm sorry I’m not sorry