Change of Weather

I look beyond the branches but i really did not win
Theres something in my system i just keep on holding in
keep holding in
keep holding in

Can you feel the weather change dont judge me for my sins
No one can explain it i just keep sinking further in
keep sinking further
further in

Never ment what ive done
Like a bird wont fly away from this trap
Cause it seems to me im sinking further in
Theres really nothing here for me to win
I'll change your mind
without whiskey or time
the feeling of intoxication
feeling of self discrimination
why

It seems to me my only sin was holding on too long
really hoped for avalanches that would not fall
would not fall
that would not fall

Never ment what ive done
Like a bird wont fly away from this trap
Cause it seems to me im sinking further in
Theres really nothing here for me to win
I'll change your mind
without whiskey or wine
Oh cant you see
That all our dreams are gone
the feeling of intoxication
feeling of self discrimination
why