Suppressed

You caught my eye when I first saw you
You peeked my interest when I got to know you

I kept my motions in check cause that's what I do
I told myself it's no biggie crushes come and go

It took years to not fantasize about you
It is all suppressed now and we're friends

We talked one day and I told you what I felt back then
We laughed and letted the past be

The next day something so tiny happened
Our hands grazed and everything changed

You took my hand and held it and I caved
Been yearning for that touch for so long

We're both spoken for
It's wrong but so right

I'm in love with another of that I'm sure
But I'm thinking of you all the time now

The crushing feeling in my chest gives it away it's for real
My head races to rationalize this but it can't

Will the years suppress these feelings too I wonder