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Why must everything remind me of what use to be
what we once had
what you meant to me

I did love you with all my heart
but still, i'm not actually sorry you're gone
it was just not meant to be
not for you, not for me

but still, i miss you so deeply
for I didn't just loose a lover in you,
I lost a friend

once upon a time you were my partner in crime
sharing everything in our lives
remember that baby?
Like a strangers we've now become
not a word exchanged between us
like a winter night you've left me feeling
but dont worry darling im strong and I promise,
One day I'll find that someone to heal me.

But for now, I can't help but wonder
as I look outside
what must you be doing right now
what ever has become of you
did you stay true to your dreams
or did the world gain of you another slave
above all im wondering
if you ever miss me,
your everything i was meant to be but,
now do you even remember me?