Nimetön

You said
you would never leave me again,
you wouldn't ever leave from my side.
But instead of that
you left me alone in the dark cold night.
You left me standing alone over the edge of my life.
And that's where I realized
it was all just a big lie.
I was ready to jump.

You told me things
that I could only dream of hearing.
You made me feel so good
and suddenly so bad.
You draged me the way you liked,
and I just couldn't see the lies between the lines.
I couldn't predict the upcoming crash.
I was just so blind.
Blind by love.

My friends told me
just forget him,
there's something wrong with him and his stories.
But I didn't want to listen them,
so I just blocked my ears from their suspects.
I couldn't believe that you would ever hurt me so bad.

Then came the cold early April night.
With shaking hands I read your message
you had left me.
You blamed me for everything,
you told me I was a fake and a liar.
You made me believe your lies again
and I fell down again.
With my heart bleeding and breaking
I felt the darkness surrounding me.
I had lost again.

The air came hard to breath,
but I still tried to keep myself alive.
But the days became harder and harder.
I just praid you could come and safe me.
As the night fell
I reached the edge of my life.
With the cold breeze whispering to my ears
I spread my hands and jumped.

You said you loved me
and that's the thing I can't forget.
You told me things I wanted to hear,
and I just couldn't see the lies between the lines.
They say time heals everything,
but I heard you said you loved me,
and nothing can heal that.