Worst Day Of Life (So Far)

First few days
Floating through haze
 You're gone
  you're dying
    you're dying, too

I have no clear thoughts
Fearing I'll get swallowed
   by the dragon of dreams
Filling my senses with something
   anything
Making sure subconscious can not get through

Calamity breaching the system
Calamity of everything happening at once
Dread of being left with nothingness
   so suddenly

Waiting and falling
   both silent