Waking up

I wake up every morning to live the life,
that's completely lie.
I wake up only to pretend,
that I'm okay.
I go to sleep, with heavy heart.
Broken glass, shredding my dreams.
I wake up again.

I woke up at 6 am.
I went to school and
kept thinking 'bout the way I do
fool everyone around you.

You almost saw,
The tears on my cheeks.
I close my eyes.
I'll fake a smile.
It works again.

I wake up every morning to live the life,
that's completely lie.
I wake up only to pretend,
that I'm okay.
I go to sleep, with heavy heart.
Broken glass, shredding my dreams.
I wake up again.

I feel like running. Far away.
I feel like falling on my knees,
Screaming out my fears.
Confessing everything,
crying it out on your arms.
But I can't.

I wake up every morning to live the life,
that's completely lie.
I wake up only to pretend,
that I'm okay.
I go to sleep, with heavy heart.
Broken glass, shredding my dreams.
I wake up again.

Every night it is the same,
on mornings I smile,
on nights I cry.
There's no reason for me to try,
to fix this all on my own.
So I'll just...

I wake up every morning to live the life,
that's completely lie.
I wake up only to pretend,
that I'm okay.
I go to sleep, with heavy heart.
Broken glass, shredding my dreams.
I wake up again.