Can't be like this

I wanna escape,
I wanna feel free.
I need to explain,
I can not see.

I need to build my world,
I should go back.
I can't promise my words,
is this just bad luck?

I wanna get off,
I wanna shout out loud:
"I'm just not enough",
but I shut my mouth.

My eyes are opened,
and I'm sitting here.
I remember you have tolden,
I should not care.

What they says,
what they makes.
How I feel bad,
inside my head.
My mind is broken,
my hands are empty.
I'm just a bit insane.

Again the Karma has turned on me.